Break on through to the other side...

So I have to say that the holidays were bittersweet. Totally sweet for me in that my hubby & I had an amazing turning point in our relationship. Mainly because he finally saw things he needed to see for himself & it released me from a lot of negativity. So enough about that...

I haven't posted in a while because I just neglect my blog kind of like when you don't shave your legs for a while & you decided to spruce yourself up just because it's that time to.

Let's see...I recently had a happy head person visit & at first I Was a bit kind of like 'Hmpf.' Not in a pissed off & bitter way, but mainly because there wasn't anything too deep rooted to reveal :) Essentially it is time for me to move on. I need to move forward in my life. Pretty simple. I am excited about the new ventures I am going to be embarking upon...So speaking of which, I think it's time to hang up my personal trainer hat. I love being a trainer, but now it's all about my intelect & stimulating it. As Annette put it, it's my chance for a do-over! Music to my ears!!!

Now with my hanging up my hat as a trainer, I now can take the pressure off myself to not look perfect. I can take my time to get back into that bikini. I can do it on my terms. I am still going to forge ahead with getting my health together. Today was such an eye opener for me :( I was walking briskly thru Target with my husband & I got winded!!! WTF? Really? Uh, so out of shape. So I start my cleanse again tomorrow & will do everything in my will power to push through it. As my friend Shatun says, it's all in your head in what you can do! So TRUE!!! So Head, let's get it together & break on thru to the other side!

Much love to you all & hopefully as much happiness as you can find!

Not today

So I was going to go back on my cleanse today & when I woke up this morning I decided not until tomorrow. Why you may ask? Well, my house is so unorganized - i.e. messy & I know I'll fret about it until it's clean & in order. That way when I am dry heaving & curled into the fetal position, I won't have to worry about my house & it being in a messy disarray.

Also, I am turning the 'game room' into my zen room. I say 'game room' because it's really just the floor space between bedrooms upstairs. I have to get out of the bedroom & move! So I am setting up shop up there with my laptop, a cute desk to hold all of this, my zen music, painting the walls red, etc. We also moved the treadmill into the living room. I figure I can watch at least 2 hours of t.v. & walk at the same time!

Ok, well more to come tomorrow.

Love!