Yay!!!

I did it!!! I changed my blog template & now I hearts my blog!!! Woohoo!!!

I'd like to formally apologize to my blog for any insults/harmful comments and/or demeaning sayings.

Now I have some more stuff to work on, but YAY!!!

Seriously, I hate my blog

For the love of Pete!~ I really think my blog is not so great. I mean, does anyone really read it? Can I write? I know I can write, but do I write well? Hmmmm...

I haven't honed my writing skills since college & quite frankly there just hasn't been too much inspiring me lately. I mean, things are going well in my life & I am finally on my way to the Best Jen I can be, but hmpf.

Although I did have to let my rage monkey out earlier & it will have to continue into the weekend until I have a meeting with my crazy ass in-laws. I don't mean crazy as in fun, I mean crazy as in dysfunctional abusive whack job kind of crazy. Who knows, maybe after this weekend they'll accidentally fall off a cliff or something. Ok, that was harsh, but maybe I won't have to get that restraining order after all. Enough about them - too toxic!

My only hope in life is that I get a bonafide movie star to follow me on Twitter. One of my friends has Ashton Kutcher following her!!! How cool is that? But then I am like, damn, my twitter posts aren't enlightening or witty enough. Damn damn!

Ok-I truly am just rambling...I hope everyone is well!!!

Peace out!

Even though I haven't, I feel like I've lost 20 pounds

Strange but true. Kind of like I try to toast things in the toaster oven without plugging it in. You know, like every day things that are strange but true. Or maybe in my case that was just sad but true - lol!!!

So I had a good session with my happy head person. Now like I've sad before, she's not a typical shrink. It's more than that!!! Good thing for me & my pocket book is that I only have to see her once a month. Ok, anyway, yesterday I had this 1.5 hour intense session with her & by the time I got home, I had felt lke (forgive me for some expletives right now, but the 'i' key keeps sticking on my #$%@!%@# keyboard so if u see a word wthout an i, that's why!!!) i had just gotten a massage. I was exhausted, but in a good kind of way. I had a huge emotional release & am figurng out the thngs that I need to do to make me tick in a good way. Of course she told me I had to learn how to cook & uh I was like 'really? cuz i really don't cook & the kitchen is a very dangerous place for me to be!!'

Ugh, enough about me. Blogging - blah blah blah blah. lol! Just a bit hystercal right now because i have to go the grocery store whch is the number one place i hate to go. Damn. Damn. Damn. Can't they just deliver the groceres to me? Stupid grocery store. I mean, in love & light grocery store who provides bounties of god given food so that i may attempt to cook something.

Well, i hope all is well n your life!!!

Hugs & Peace!