Ok, so I had a bit of a rant about my evil in-laws in my last post. As a matter of fact it must have been a doozy because my friend Tex called me!! Thank God for friends!
I refuse to let their toxicity invade my life, so I think time will tell about how I actually get a grip on this. In reality, once the holidays are over I think I'll be able to focus better.
Anyway, I had a bit of a meltdown yesterday. It was one of those days where my energy was completely zapped & I slept for about 5 hours during the day. I cried because I hate this fatigue. I know I am slowly getting to the root of it, but when I am this exhausted it kills me & I get all bummed out.
Today is much better!!! I am hoping to get in a good walk & get moving. I really think it's all about moving around & exercising. But part of my meltdown is that I am really lacking in the self confidence department. I need to get a job but am too embarrassed to go get one. It's a phase I am going through & am hoping that it passes quickly. I also contribute these feelings to pms. I am on progesterone right now, but i have had good & bad days on it. Pfffffffffffft.
Hopefully, the sunshine will come back soon.
Peace out!
