Gateway Drug

I've decided to start posting in the evenings so I don't have to re post a thousand times...So I think carbs may be a gateway drug.  Today I had a huge craving for a BLT, so I went & bought gluten free rice bread, organic tomatoes, organic lettuce & vegenaise.  I had a BLT, minus the B.  By the way, vegenaise really does taste like regular mayo.  I don't know how they do it, but it does taste that way.  Anyway, it fulfilled my craving...the rice bread is really strange to me.  It is denser than bread, looks like bread, but the moment it hits your mouth it literally turns to mush.  You know how bread can be chewy - especially when toasted?  Not so much with rice bread.  I'm not sure if it's just gluten free bread or just this particular brand of Rice bread. 

I also bought gluten free cereals...Sometimes I just don't want to cut up fruit.  Besides, my bananas need one more day to ripen so I can't make smoothies yet.  I ate a bowl of cereal too & crashed instantly...Like I am still sleepy.  HOWEVER, there was a fucked up thunderstorm last night that lasted til like 3 am & it kept me up all night.  So i didn't get much sleep last night.  That may have to do with my wanting to sleep like right now.

Oh & by the way, I lost another pound from yesterday.  I am sure it has to do with bowel movements.  The more you have the more you are cleaning things out.  Another strange thing that happens almost daily, is that I get a weird taste in my mouth (it tastes almost metallic) & then I get nauseous.  I am sure those are signs of detox.  When that happens, I almost instantly want sugar or junk food.  The cravings for pizza are crazy!  My favorite pizza place is closed on Sundays, so I am holding out to get thru this Saturday evening.  I probably will splurge next week.  But until then, I am holding out.  Not worth it. 

Ok, I am so sleepy.  I'll try to post tomorrow.

xxoo