Ok-I know I said I'd get back to business about my weight loss journey, blah blah blah. BUT, just when I think things are going well, something small happens & then I am full of nothing but piss & vinegar. This is the only place I can vent any of this. Facebook is a bit too upclose & personal kind of like all the other social networks. But this is my blog & I can do what I want to.
I wish there was a way for me to divorce my in-laws. I am this close to getting a restraining order, mainly because i never want to see them ever again. I KNOW my mother in law is going to live to be 100 just to fuck with me. UGH!!!!! I HATE her so much & his fucked up sisters. I love my husband, but i swear this can be a deal breaker for me.
I know I am not perfect, but I don't intentionally go & do something horribly wrong & hope for forgiveness later. I DON'T play like that. I never have & I NEVER will. Them? That's all they do. That fucking shit is spilling over into my life & I FUCKING hate it. If you lie to my face-I don't forgive as easily. Just be front about your fucked up ness & then we can move on. Again, I am all pissed off & my husband wants things to be peachy between us. You know what? I actually get to process. Yep-I get to bitch & moan about it until I feel better. That's my right & no one can take that away either.
All I want to do is say 'F***' 0ver & over again. Seriously. Aside from breaking shit. Tomorrow is going to have to be a better day.
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